Tuesday, July 29, 2008
from listening to the radio in europe
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
"It is not exciting."
Franny looked over at his back with interest. "No, you didn't!" she said. "Are you serious? What picture?"
Zooey, looking out over the macadamized school roof across the street, said, "Oh, it's a long story. Some French joker's over here, and he heard the album I did with Philippe. I had lunch with him one day a couple of weeks ago. A real schnorrer, but sort of likable, and apparently he's hot over there right now." He put one foot up on the window seat. "Nothing's final-- nothing's ever final with these guys--but I think I've got him half snowed into the idea of making a picture out of that Lenormand novel. The one I sent you."
"Yes! Oh, that's exciting, Zooey. If you go, when do you think you'd go?"
"It is not exciting. That's exactly the point. I'd enjoy doing it, yes. God, yes. But I'd hate like hell to leave New York. If you must know, I hate any kind of so-called creative type who gets on any kind of ship. I don't give a goddam what his reasons are. I was born here. I went to school here. I've been run over here--twice, and on the same damn street. I have no business acting in Europe, for God's sake."
maybe I don't have any business getting a job in London or wherever. maybe I should just get a job in the bay area and commute the hill or live there. I have no idea at this point.
But one thing that I'm sure of is how much better whatever I end up doing would be with friends. this is super corny but whatever. I love the tv show Friends. It is for sure at or near the top of my list. and the thing that makes the show great is obvious: Friends. they all live together, go to the same coffee shop, and basically do almost everything together. and I guess it helps that they are all ridiculously funny. it's beside the point that they live in new york city. I mean i guess it wouldn't have worked the same if the show was set in some small town in the midwest but you get the idea. I want to live in a situation where I'm daily interacting with friends and people I love wherever it is. Working in a great new city would be cool but if I'm there by myself with no friends maybe thats not so great. I mean obviously there's something to be said about making new friends but I just feel like that would be easier said than done with a full time job.
maybe i'm rambling at this point. hopefully this kind of makes sense.
the fact that I'm realizing this personality trait doesn't mean I'm going to try and block it out or something. (so if you have some exciting ideas and need a partner in crime...hit me up...haha...but seriously).

